Wednesday 8 April 2009

Condolence.

Yesterday, After passing the afternoon dozing, I woke up at at around 5:30 to hear a very bad news. That my class mate Vijay Saravanan's father passed away. I couldn't go over to his place to see the body right away. Instead, i prayed for him during my evening prayer. Today, Me and some of my friends went to be with him until the body was taken. I take this little space for my condolence. Let the eternal rest grant unto him and let perpetual light shine upon him. May his soul rest in peace. And i pray God to give Vijay enough strength to overcome the loss.

Sunday 5 April 2009

Rule of the world.!

"This is the rule of the world today
As it has ever been

The world bestows its smile on those
Who have the strength to win

Beneath all outward semblances
It looks for merit true,

It little cares how much you know
But asks what can you do?"

- ??

Saturday 4 April 2009

Desirous.!


People have desires. Each and every single human in the world have desires. Desires that some wanting for so long. It takes different shapes. According to me, its only of two- Ominous and Divine. When someone wants to achieve his desire, their endurance can shatter any barriers on its way. Human intentions are so strong that it would make us do anything for it. When desires are conventionally restricted to certain limits, we call it- Culture. I believe, 'Desire' and 'Culture' are two contrary words, well, in most of the ways. The things one crave to get is often restricted under the cloak of 'Culture'. Yet, its always the hidden human desires that dehisce to show its true form, which is often far away from the borders of culture. Yes. By some way or the other, everyone's manifestation asserts that they crave for sexual desire. It cannot be accepted when a person says that he never had sexual intentions in his life. You will look ugly in that person's eyes, when he can read your mind, when he can see what is on your mind very clearly. We always feel its awesome when we have the power to break in a person's mind. Its true that you'd hate him the very next moment after you see whats on his mind.

People have a lot of cruel intentions. Its that they dont overtly show it. When a person falls for an opposite sex, he will have zillions of cruel thoughts running in parallel in his mind. He tries to control his mind that he should never change the track. After all, mind is the most powerful thing in the world- You have it in you, and you dont know where it is.

When the word 'desire' is commonly said, it has got lots of meaning. I searched for its meaning in my dictionary and it showed- 1. unsatisfied longing or wish; 2. sexual appetite. By 'unsatisfied longing', one would think its something related to sex when it has thousands of other meanings. Well, i initially thought it has got something to do with sex. That was my instinct. Only then my mind shifted to search for other meanings. That doesn't mean that i always get all exited when i hear a sexual innuendo. That is what strikes one's mind when 'desire', 'unsatisfied', 'longing' comes together. After all we are human. And as i said, we have hidden desires that we conceal, that only you know how dark it is in. The more the shade of your mysterious archive comes to light, the more you become sombre.

Every human have cruel intentions. When these intentions pile up, they pave way for cruel desires. Desires that will make you do anything. It controls you untill you bring them under your control. As i said, desire have several forms, but the most of it are often cruel. I believe that every human is an artist. Camouflaging their ominous desires that one always have and presenting a counterfeiting structure. A structure that will do the opposite of one's desire. Its better to be in disguise than showing our real selves. Desire- 'You will look ugly in that person's eyes, when he can read your mind'..