Saturday, 4 April 2009

Desirous.!


People have desires. Each and every single human in the world have desires. Desires that some wanting for so long. It takes different shapes. According to me, its only of two- Ominous and Divine. When someone wants to achieve his desire, their endurance can shatter any barriers on its way. Human intentions are so strong that it would make us do anything for it. When desires are conventionally restricted to certain limits, we call it- Culture. I believe, 'Desire' and 'Culture' are two contrary words, well, in most of the ways. The things one crave to get is often restricted under the cloak of 'Culture'. Yet, its always the hidden human desires that dehisce to show its true form, which is often far away from the borders of culture. Yes. By some way or the other, everyone's manifestation asserts that they crave for sexual desire. It cannot be accepted when a person says that he never had sexual intentions in his life. You will look ugly in that person's eyes, when he can read your mind, when he can see what is on your mind very clearly. We always feel its awesome when we have the power to break in a person's mind. Its true that you'd hate him the very next moment after you see whats on his mind.

People have a lot of cruel intentions. Its that they dont overtly show it. When a person falls for an opposite sex, he will have zillions of cruel thoughts running in parallel in his mind. He tries to control his mind that he should never change the track. After all, mind is the most powerful thing in the world- You have it in you, and you dont know where it is.

When the word 'desire' is commonly said, it has got lots of meaning. I searched for its meaning in my dictionary and it showed- 1. unsatisfied longing or wish; 2. sexual appetite. By 'unsatisfied longing', one would think its something related to sex when it has thousands of other meanings. Well, i initially thought it has got something to do with sex. That was my instinct. Only then my mind shifted to search for other meanings. That doesn't mean that i always get all exited when i hear a sexual innuendo. That is what strikes one's mind when 'desire', 'unsatisfied', 'longing' comes together. After all we are human. And as i said, we have hidden desires that we conceal, that only you know how dark it is in. The more the shade of your mysterious archive comes to light, the more you become sombre.

Every human have cruel intentions. When these intentions pile up, they pave way for cruel desires. Desires that will make you do anything. It controls you untill you bring them under your control. As i said, desire have several forms, but the most of it are often cruel. I believe that every human is an artist. Camouflaging their ominous desires that one always have and presenting a counterfeiting structure. A structure that will do the opposite of one's desire. Its better to be in disguise than showing our real selves. Desire- 'You will look ugly in that person's eyes, when he can read your mind'..

12 comments:

Guru said...

this post is more like 'you' talking .. ;)

after the all the droning about life, faith etc. this is good stuff. ;)

j/k

S.Sajith Mohideen said...

I had lots on my mind while writing this. But i chose not to write them cuz it wasn't that impressive (for the others, not for you and me!). ;)

parameshwar said...

ah . i never knew desire has something to go like this. some hardcore philosophical stories stinking all the way. good thought towards the end. I can definitely read ur mind now.


In total I would call this a lecture of some swami __________ananda.

Thank u swamiji.....

S.Sajith Mohideen said...

@ paramesh: Public.. Public..!! ;)

parameshwar said...

he he he he.....

PRASHANTH said...

great!!!!!! you talk lot of philosophy... Ofcourse desires are that we long for!!! Not sure whether that would mean sex straight a way!!! because we long for many many other things in life!!! There is no such thing in life that a human never wants!!!Really loved the topic and all your stuff!!!!!!!!

S.Sajith Mohideen said...

@Prashanth: Thanx da..!

Trunx said...

Desires start from heart da!! not mind... mind just imagines..,decides..,plans.., To me desire is just an illusive thing which either ends in misery (mostly)
or happiness...And clever choice of desire for the end result to be happiness is rest to us :) :)

Trunx said...

feels good to see that someone frank enough to accept true facts about desires...

S.Sajith Mohideen said...

@Trunx: What i believe is that, everything what you think and do is from your mind and not from your heart.. Heart is just a muscular organ which circulates blood to your body.. And I believe it has nothing to do with "think" or "decide" cuz its only the mind which does it..!

Trunx said...

@saji:macha.. u gotto be kiddin da.. :) i didnt mean the physical viz a viz muscular organ HEART... it seems i gotto explain in the local regional language... MInd is "Bhuddhi" and Heart is "Manasu" :) it can never be one...!!! :) Heart has nothin to do with think or decide.. :) but its the origin of desires!! Come on da.. Atleast u shud know tht!! :) Machi heart na physical heart naada nenappa.. :) comedy machi ne...

S.Sajith Mohideen said...

@Trunx: Be practical.. "Manasu" is not heart, it means 'Mind'.. And "Buddhi" is not mind, it means 'brain'.. Search the web or do something.. Prove me how 'heart' does the work of a mind..! ;)